So today the memorries start tumbling in the words haunt me. I sometimes wish I could begin to hurt you the way I hurt. I know i have to start over. I know i am strong, but to have the means of starting over. You have no problem you move right in with someone new. I struggle to find peace in the last 28 years of my life. The life we had together. To think something so precious as these 3 beautiful children are nothing to you, My God I just want to understand.
 
Lighter Side... Kids make you smile! Today my grandson asked me to make a waffle like beautiful does. (Beautiful being his auntie) So thinking how does she make a waffle any different. Haha she puts it in the toaster instead of the microwave!